Happy Thoughts

I don't want to be here or there. I want to be elsewhere if that makes sense. I want to just drop everything and leave California to go on an adventure somewhere for how ever many months I feel like. It sounds like fun, and I'm told this is the age where I should do stuff like this before I get married and make the babies. So why not?--Oh yeah! I'm dirt poor. Money's a bitch when you don't have any. I don't care how conservative of a person you are, because I know you agree with that statement. It's especially hard to go on that adventure when there isn't much in that bank account.

Just gotta put one foot in front of the other, take deep breaths, talk to my few best friends to keep me from losing my mind, go on adventures with ones I love, think of my two brothers every day, and I will get through each day holding onto these happy thoughts :)

I Found A Reason - Car Power

(latest song I've been obsessed with)

What's the rush?

I can pin this title on three things in my life, but I'm only covering one.

What's the rush on holidays?! Why do I have to know what my plans for thanksgiving and christmas are when october isn't even over yet? I'm seeing christmas decorations in stores right now, when it's not even Halloween. I'm betting all the change in my car that six years from now, stores are going to be selling Halloween decorations in june, christmas junk in july, and valentine's day schinanigans in november!

One holiday at a time people.

What is this world coming to?!

I'm peeved on two counts---

ONE: Picture this tragedy. Some random citizen drove around my cul-de-sac and spotted my car (Hercules). Noticing its ...interesting condition of sorts (which I refer to it as character) he decides he wants to fix it for a price. He approaches my dad and I and tells us about the damage done to my car. Of course I know the damage done to my car, I WAS THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED. Fool. It gets worse: the bandaid I use on the side to make Hercules's hood feel better (it has a slight lift of a couple inches at the center, but the hooky thing in the front still works) was apparently not necessary any more because the citizen BROKE IT! No, it was not simply un-stuck. It is now TORN. He is mindlessly stripping my beautiful car of all the character I've aquired these past two years! I can't stand it. I'm locked in my room and can still hear the horror. It sounds like he's taking a sledge hammer to the hood, and then using a shotgun to seal the deal! I'm weeping inside.

TWO: I love rain. It puts me in a happy place. I love getting drenched walking to my car. I love using my bubble umbrella in it as well. What I do not love about the current weather is that it seems to be sprinkling profusly. You think it would rain soon because there's usually some sprinkles before the shower of mother nature. Nope! This weather hates me, but not as much as I loathe it entirely. The reason for my loathing is because these stupid clouds that are leaking sprinkles on me is irritating. I hate the way the sprinkles feel on my armhairs. It's one of the top feelings I hate most because it's just a plain UNCOMFORTABLY AWKWARD FEELING! I mean sure, I could just shave my arms, but then the hair will grow back dreadfully darker and that's just a process I refuse to cope with.

Sucks to be me right now!

Weddings? I LOVE weddings!

Drinks all around!

I don't mind living the life of Katherine Hiegl's character on 27 Dresses. Planning weddings are epic amounts of fun. Finding the perfect location, colors, clothing items, food, ceremony set up, and cake is an adventure I don't mind going on. It's exciting! I'm thinking this feeling may be subject to change as the big day approaches and I will soon be filled with large amounts of stress, but until then....
I love this


.Two down, 25 more to go.
(so I didn't plan my roommate's wedding, but hey, I got my first bridesmaid dress and my first married friend!)

p.s. I found out how to fancify my blog all on my own thank you very MUCH

Before I die........

I'm in a list mood, but hey, I need to document this list somewhere!

1. Purchase a bonsai

2. Watch the extended versions of all three lord of the rings in one day

3. Go to the hills of lights

4. Get a beverage from starbucks right when it opens - SUCCESS

5. Meet kate winslet, merril streep, johnny depp, sandra bullock, hans zimmer, and tim burton

6. Get one last tattoo, it has to have color

7. Fall in love (cheesey, I know)

8. Have a picnic on a hill in ireland

9. Go to a cafe in england

10. Own a VW bus

11. Get kissed under the mistletoe

12. Play on a beach while it's snowing

13. Learn how to scream

14. See the channel island of Sark

15.

Life Changing Movies

***So I have the list in my head, but just in case I'm involved in some terrible accident that results in memory loss, I want to have some place I can refer to about my list of life-changing movies that is always in progress. ....unless part of my memory loss includes the fact that I have a blog that I still don't know how to decorate and that the only connection this has to the world is the link I put on facebook. THEN [worst case scenario] what if I forget I even have a facebook?! Hopefully my friends aren't involved in a memory loss accident so they can help me remember all of this for me.....

{I'm making this list in the same fashion as my Laws of Life}

Anyways......... in no particular order, here are my life-changing movies:

1. Freedom Writers (questionable)

1. V for Vendetta

2. The Last Samurai

3. Avatar

4. Red Cliff

5. Inception

6. Public Enemies

7. Little Miss Sunshine

8.

Woah

Life's certainly been spicey.
Really good things happened.
Really not-good things happened.
Epic things.
Scary things.
Things I might regret later but don't regret right now.
The Usual!

So I've decided that it sucks hard core when bad things happen. Sucks to be me sometimes, but I have to experience Bad to know what Good feels like.
I have to know what Alone, Loneliness, Melancholy, Crying, and Anger feel like in order to know what Hope, Complete, Twitterpated, and Loved are.

I've also never experienced so much doubt and discouragement in one day.


p.s. I still don't understand blogging world. How the frak do people make theirs look so fancy?!