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Monday, June 14, 2010
Friday, June 4, 2010
I'm on a roll.
Two whole posts in the same month since february?! Yes.
Of course I couldn't find something to do right now, so I read my first blogs from february and I noticed I have ten posts for just that month, and only one for the rest of the months until right now!
I've got this idea about my 'laws of life' blog. Once I feel complete about the list I've made, I'll make a blog-a-day about how I came around to learning each rule. I figure it will give me something to write about instead of my spaztic thought process that doesn't make sense to most people.
It has come to my attention that the only info I've leaked about my whereabouts is wayy back in february. the word february looks like it's spelled wrong. who decided to put that awkward R in it? Not the obvious R; the awkward one.
Of course I couldn't find something to do right now, so I read my first blogs from february and I noticed I have ten posts for just that month, and only one for the rest of the months until right now!
I've got this idea about my 'laws of life' blog. Once I feel complete about the list I've made, I'll make a blog-a-day about how I came around to learning each rule. I figure it will give me something to write about instead of my spaztic thought process that doesn't make sense to most people.
It has come to my attention that the only info I've leaked about my whereabouts is wayy back in february. the word february looks like it's spelled wrong. who decided to put that awkward R in it? Not the obvious R; the awkward one.
Well here's the not-too-often update about me:
I had to drop my amazing theatre makeup class after midterm.
I didn't want to, but you know how life is.
I haven't had a job for a really long time, but luckily the camps that I'm working at start later this month!
Freaking haven't had a steady income in almost two months.
I did something really crazy two sundays ago.
yup.
BUT I went to the full three hours of church this past sunday with rachael.
For those of you who kind of know me, this hasn't happened in lord knows how long.
I REALLY love my mom a lot, but that's not news.
She had the most beautiful talk with me and rachael. you know those parts in movies where someone says something brilliant and cheesey and the camera always pans over to that one person who's dabbing their eyes with a tissue and says, "that was so beautiful"? WELL we were just covering our faces and burrying our heads in pillows yelling, "oh my gosh that's so beautiful!"
And I really hate money.
If I didn't need it, life would be even more amazing.
I had to drop my amazing theatre makeup class after midterm.
I didn't want to, but you know how life is.
I haven't had a job for a really long time, but luckily the camps that I'm working at start later this month!
Freaking haven't had a steady income in almost two months.
I did something really crazy two sundays ago.
yup.
BUT I went to the full three hours of church this past sunday with rachael.
For those of you who kind of know me, this hasn't happened in lord knows how long.
I REALLY love my mom a lot, but that's not news.
She had the most beautiful talk with me and rachael. you know those parts in movies where someone says something brilliant and cheesey and the camera always pans over to that one person who's dabbing their eyes with a tissue and says, "that was so beautiful"? WELL we were just covering our faces and burrying our heads in pillows yelling, "oh my gosh that's so beautiful!"
And I really hate money.
If I didn't need it, life would be even more amazing.
"Of course life's a bitch. If it were a slut, it'd be easy."
-latest favorite quote
"i've gotten so much braver, can you tell?
i'm happy.
can't you see i'm alright?
but i miss you------
...where have you been all these years?
how could you just disappear?
and when did you stop,
missing me?"
-latest favorite lyric (brandi carlile: happy)
-latest favorite quote
"i've gotten so much braver, can you tell?
i'm happy.
can't you see i'm alright?
but i miss you------
...where have you been all these years?
how could you just disappear?
and when did you stop,
missing me?"
-latest favorite lyric (brandi carlile: happy)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Half-way dead!
the year is halfway dead now!
and i'm halfway closer to the big TWO ONE (21 years of age).
i've been trying new and exciting things since the last blog. almost life-changing...
ANYWAYS
life has been really great recently, so i'm milking it for all it's worth since it hasn't lasted this long before something bad happens. i have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. they are my Pieces of Happy. i feel like i can sleep good for the first time in a long time because they are THAT amazing.
i'm really bad at this blog stuff. i don't know if i'm supposed to have a theme to everything, or a point? i can't write about my personal details to my life as much as i'd really like to because i've heard too many horror stories about how the info gets discovered by the wrong people.
I feel sloppy not capitalizing the beginning of my sentences.
Glowsticks make me really happy.
These past few months I have decided that judgemental people can just go die a slow and painful death. I had a talk with someone I respect the most, and she concluded that it's worse to gossip/spread rumors/openly JUDGE people, than to just have a glass of wine every now and then.
I completely agree! The wine is just something for you and only you.
But really people? You're lives are so boring and monotonous you just have to talk about someone else's life and draw your own conclusions from barely half of the truth that you know?
All this judgemental stuff effects [(affects?) ..I haven't been in school for a really long time] more than just you and your apparently rising social status. It's someone's LIFE that you are discussing and you don't even know the whole story because you don't have the decency to just back off and give those that are hurting some space until they are ready to come to terms.
I think I found something to talk about now.
and i'm halfway closer to the big TWO ONE (21 years of age).
i've been trying new and exciting things since the last blog. almost life-changing...
ANYWAYS
life has been really great recently, so i'm milking it for all it's worth since it hasn't lasted this long before something bad happens. i have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. they are my Pieces of Happy. i feel like i can sleep good for the first time in a long time because they are THAT amazing.
i'm really bad at this blog stuff. i don't know if i'm supposed to have a theme to everything, or a point? i can't write about my personal details to my life as much as i'd really like to because i've heard too many horror stories about how the info gets discovered by the wrong people.
I feel sloppy not capitalizing the beginning of my sentences.
Glowsticks make me really happy.
These past few months I have decided that judgemental people can just go die a slow and painful death. I had a talk with someone I respect the most, and she concluded that it's worse to gossip/spread rumors/openly JUDGE people, than to just have a glass of wine every now and then.
I completely agree! The wine is just something for you and only you.
But really people? You're lives are so boring and monotonous you just have to talk about someone else's life and draw your own conclusions from barely half of the truth that you know?
All this judgemental stuff effects [(affects?) ..I haven't been in school for a really long time] more than just you and your apparently rising social status. It's someone's LIFE that you are discussing and you don't even know the whole story because you don't have the decency to just back off and give those that are hurting some space until they are ready to come to terms.
I think I found something to talk about now.
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